What am I losin these days ??????????

Can't say any thing about my feeling these days . Unable to capture my thoughts in words . it doesn't mean i have no command on my thoughts and feeling but There is something that's needs a little help . Feeling loneliness , always feel there is nothing in this world except Pain & Grief. Always looking for someone who may really stand behind me not for support but there presence only that create a big confidence around me . .........nothing wants more but stand side of road for some one ...........

Who care you .....?

Some one always think and expect that you will do what they think . They never care that sometime your mind and knowledge in not with you but they want always success and only success. That's the reason I never give that what their expectations from my side .today I have more tension and not want to talk more with any one . I know when I told any one,  they only make fun with my pain mean what is my feeling . Should I care or quit ....I am looking for solution but still having empty hand ....God help me what can I do ? I have no way ...?