When you are a topper and had well done in previous exam . Then everyone expect your result in every exam .they even your own mind never accecpt your failure result. It shocked a deep may be look like crush but Its true when you awarded with failure title .
Being a failure never look for the result it's just told you that you are a loser . So when ever you failed go through the revision for the next exam. Because there is no more option for you except suicide or reappear in such exam.
One thing you can't suicide because you are the somewhere brother or son or ray of hope. So you have now the second option. Go for that . One thing can also noted that when ever you succeed .your records of failure are cleared.
Thus I am saying that second option is good option to become a good person of your life even can enjoy the life when you succeeded. Many beautiful thing for waiting for you like chatting with facebook friends in mid night . Hangout with your foreign friends.
Everything will yours when you are success so look only for success and nothing else.
Have a smile on your face always . Ha ha ...Good luck .
A failure feeling . Never mind . Do what your mind wants . Wishing a good health.
