MY CREATION: July 2012

Saturday, July 28, 2012

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Its a game ....... Just trying to perform their best. Aa dekhe jara ....... Akash and Ramesh

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Thursday, July 19, 2012

Why is this happening with me ....?

I always try to do some right thing but it always become wrong. When i trying to find out the cause I don't get any solution except my low confidence . How to increase ? What to do ? ...................
I just want to leave these thing . I hate my life ,my study, my degree, & every those thing that is created by me. I always feel my decision always look like a child decision. ........ But not want to share my problems with any one. !

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Its July 15th my DEAREST ELDER SISTER MARRIAGE ANNIVERSARY

Its July 15th my DEAREST ELDER SISTER MARRIAGE ANNIVERSARY
I wanted to talk my sister but after checking my balance , i was unable because my phone balance was low. . . . . In evening i forget that i have to talk with DIDI . and become busy in study. But at 09:27pm , she call me . Its was cheerfull for me. She asked me about my study , my BABA DHAM journey and meeting with Maa. Also she told me that today is her Anniversary .
Oh no I missed to say happy ANNIVERSARY. But lastly I told her. She reply as 'thank you'. After half an hour , She told me they are going outside this time .
Wow its great. I disconnected call.
Now i want to send a lovely message in Hindi . But my phone doesn't support Hindi , But using Google translator it become possible. I typed the message शादी की सालगिरह मुबारक हो
आपके शादी के सभी वर्ष प्यार खुशी से पूर्ण हो. . . . .
बड़ी माँ हमेशा आपको एक साथ रखे. . . and just send but one message display as ' message sending failed, last call charge 1 ,New balance is .83 .. . . . '
I was unable to do anything more . What can i do ? Only saying sorry to my dearest and respected JIJA G AND LOVELY DIDI . Miss you every passing moment. Love you a lot .

Tuesday, July 03, 2012

Feel the difference

Monday, July 02, 2012

Want to run without any reason....

I feel
there is nothing which is empty ,all and also i know the fact but not want to do any thing more that disturb my emptyness , aloneness and unknowness . I am unable to any work. Just try to know the facts. Not looking for the result. Sometime its seems very difficult to do work for the happiness of someone who always put me in trouble. Baba please make my mind as to manage these things.
Wishing a happier moments to my reader.

One night without a dream

Rat ke 2:54 minute ho rhe hai. .kafi koshish kar rhe hai lekin malum nhi nind aankho se koso dur hai.............

Sam se hi ghar se phone aa rhe the. Kafi der tak bat krna pra .......... Lagbhag 80 minute bat krna pra tha.
Ghar se jitani dur rahne ki koshish krte hai utni hi juraw malum hota hai. Bhai ko bataya to usne kha aap khi jakar agar ghar se dur rhna chahte to aisa aap yhi rah kr v kr skte hai.
Lakin jitni koshish kr le ghar ka juraw mujhe nhi chhorega.
Ekdam se pagal bna dega.
Etna kamjor ho gya hun ki Bablu v (_______) bat krta hai.
Sham kafi happiest tha. 10 baje ke bad call aane suru hue aur 12 baje tak hue. Bablu ko samjhaya . Vo bhi kafi pareshan tha. Ghar rhna chahta tha, lekin papa usko kahi aur rakhna chahte hai, koi nhi - Bablu ne bat man li aur vo dbg ja rha hai.
Edhar C.a. Bhai pareshan hai. Use gari chahiye, lekin papa manane ko taiyar nhi.kafi jyada debating ho chuka hai. Yha tak ki mujhe bhi ultimatem mil chuka hai agar galti se bhi middle me aaya to mujhe se bhi rista khatm ......?
Shocked ....! What's this mean. ? I confused but finall i turn off that matter and asked to go BABA DHAM....... ! He is about to ready.
Baba aap se ek hi prarthna hai mujhe aapne sath rakhna, Aap ke bina ese jhel pana muskil hoga . . ! Bol Bam
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