Raunak abhi bhi hai.........!!!!!!!

Its about 04:35pm . Evening time when you have no more work than you wish to go somewhere where you can get some entertainment. Oh I am preparing for ibps exam which will held on 07 of Dec in Kanpur. Not well prepared but I am confident . I am near success .so some time stress or some time cool.

About one and half year I visited village Hat. There was crowded much or can say raunak was still there. Babu Jee was also there for their personal works. I visited for repairing of shoe . It costed 10 rupee. But well done looking not bad also it can now help to over come of this winter season( shoe ).
Well after that I was looking to buy tomatoes for home. But it excited me that it cost was not more what I was expecting. I buy one kg tomato at the ₹40 . It was not I . Babu jee help me to buy that . Because I am not much experienced to do marketing. It will interesting to know ............rest I forget

Why this is happening with me

This is around 10:30 pm. Every one is on bed. I am also . Hoping maximum of us slept or about to sleep. I have just completed one English section and reason section of practice set which I did in day. And now trying hard to sleep. But where is my repose it still waiting . Not understanding why this is happening but i am thinking about someone i loved or can say a partner with i want to share my everything. But I really want to never think about any one. I want a total focus on my exam. But I failed to initialize myself . What should I do . Should I quit  the game of life or do something to serve as an animal or just do other. I am mad this time. Totally mad. Not able to differentiate the real truth or imaginary life. I am only thinking how to got suicide. Should I forget my parents . Their love or only their desire what they want. I am thinking that I am not that person of life who can do something or is any work for me. I just want to exit my life . It is becoming my first love . Should I continue or exit. Is there any chance for me in life or always suffer these type of rascal feeling. What is life is fearsome for me. I don't want to face the challenge of life. Question will raised why am I thinking like this. In my word there is more thing than grief and pain. So what should I do .it is unknown for me. I just my best but it become worst. Where is fault .??????what am I doing wrong . ?what should I not to do.this is feeling like that I am in ocean without any support and I can shrink any time. I am trying to come out but my tries is not in right direction. ? I have no direction detector device to find the adject my location. I am putting my everything to Badi Maa. Maa bless me and grant confidence to win the game of life.

Its always shocked ??

When you are a topper and had well done in previous exam . Then everyone expect your result in every exam .they even your own mind never accecpt your failure result. It shocked a deep may be look like crush but Its true when you awarded with failure title .

Being a failure never look for the result it's just told you that you are a loser . So when ever you failed go through the revision for the next exam. Because there is no more option for you except suicide or reappear in such exam.
One thing you can't suicide because you are the somewhere brother or son or ray of hope. So you have now the second option. Go for that . One thing can also noted that when ever you succeed .your records of failure are cleared.
Thus I am saying that second option is good option to become a good person of your life even can enjoy the life when you succeeded. Many beautiful thing for waiting for you like chatting with facebook friends in mid night . Hangout with your foreign friends.

Everything will yours when you are success so look only for success and nothing else.

Have a smile on your face always . Ha ha ...Good luck .

A failure feeling . Never mind . Do what your mind wants . Wishing a good health.

Banks of India , HQs and Slogan

Name of the Bank

Head Office
Slogan

Allahabad Bank

Kolkata
A Tradition of Trust

Andhra Bank

Hyderabad
For all your needs

Bank of Baroda

Baroda
India's International Bank

Bank of India

Mumbai
Relationship beyond banking

Bank of Maharashtra

Pune
One Family, One Bank

Canara Bank

Bengaluru
Together we can

Central Bank of India

Mumbai
Central to you since 1911

Corporation Bank

Mangalore
Prosperity to All

Dena Bank

Mumbai
Your Trusted Family Bank

Indian Bank

Chennai
Taking Banking Technology to the Common Man

Indian Overseas Bank

Chennai
Good people to grow with

Oriental Bank of Commerce

New Delhi
Where Every Individual is Committed

Punjab and Sindh Bank

New Delhi
Where service is a way of Life

Punjab National Bank

New Delhi
The name you can bank upon

Syndicate Bank

Manipal
Faithful, Friendly

Union Bank of India

Mumbai
Good people to bank with

United Bank of India

Kolkata
The Bank that begins with U

UCO Bank

Kolkata
Honours yours trust

Vijaya Bank
Bangalore

What am I losin these days ??????????

Can't say any thing about my feeling these days . Unable to capture my thoughts in words . it doesn't mean i have no command on my thoughts and feeling but There is something that's needs a little help . Feeling loneliness , always feel there is nothing in this world except Pain & Grief. Always looking for someone who may really stand behind me not for support but there presence only that create a big confidence around me . .........nothing wants more but stand side of road for some one ...........

Who care you .....?

Some one always think and expect that you will do what they think . They never care that sometime your mind and knowledge in not with you but they want always success and only success. That's the reason I never give that what their expectations from my side .today I have more tension and not want to talk more with any one . I know when I told any one,  they only make fun with my pain mean what is my feeling . Should I care or quit ....I am looking for solution but still having empty hand ....God help me what can I do ? I have no way ...?

-No one understands the silence between my words -No one understands the sadness behind my smile -No one understands the unsaid feelings of mine They think Iam fine but only Iknow daily Iam dying. Iwant to be happy again Iwant to live those moments again Iam sick of wearing afake smile Iam waiting for you makeme smile again!!

When some words touch your feeling

Its abeautiful feeling when someone special,
worries about you,
has fear of losing you,
tries not to do anything that makes you sad
Its beautiful when you leave,
you receive amessage:
have you reached baby?
Its beautiful,
when suddenly he hugs you,
suddenly in the middle of nowhere
whispers in your ear and say: Ilove you baby
Its abeautiful feeling,
when he supports you even if you aren't right…
yes, its beautiful,
Love is always beautiful…

Have fun

Bhojpuri names of English Movies:
"MISSION IMPOSSIBLE"
"Eee Naa Ho Payi"
.
.
"MISSION IMPOSSIBLE- 2
"Hum to Pehle hi Kahi Ee Naa Ho Payi"
.
.
"Titanic"
"NAUKA DELE DHOKA"
.
.
"Anaconda"
" AADMI KE KHAYE WALA SAPWA"
.
.
"Three idiots"
"TEEN BURBAK"
.

Happpppyyyyyyyyy Hooooooooooooooooolllllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Happy New Year
& Heartest Greeting of HoooooooooooooooooooooLiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..........!

Value of Some Important things that we never care ...... Sometimes

To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one.

To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby.

To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one hour:

Ask the couple who turned backs and slept without a word.

To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane..

To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when You can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend :LOOSE ONE n see .

With well wishes

New Cabinet of NDA - 2

Possibly the last reshuffle of the cabinate b4r the 2014 general elections finally takes place . The portfolios of newly inducted and reshuffled ministers are as following

CABINET MINISTERS

K Rahman Khan - Minority affairs

Dinsha J Patel - Mines

Ajay Maken - Housing & Urban Poverty Alleviation


M M Pallam Raju - Human Resource Development

Aswani kumar - Law & Justice

Harish Rawat - Water Resources

Chandresh Kumari Katoch - Culture

M Veerappa Moily - Petroleum & Natural Gas

S Jaipal Reddy - Science & Technology and Earth Science

Kamal Nath - Urban Development & Parliamentary Affairs

Vayalar Ravi - Overseas Indian Affairs

Kapil Sibal - Communications & Information Technology

C P Joshi - Road Transport & Highways

Kumari Selja - Social Justice & Environment

Pawan Kumar Bansal - Railways

Salman Khursheed - External Affairs

Jairam Ramesh - Rural & Development




MINISTERS OF STATE (INDEPENDENT CHANGES)

Manish Tewari - Information & Broadcasting

K Chiranjeevi - Tourism

Jyotiraditya Madhavrao Scindia - Power

K H Muniappa - Micro, Small & Medium Enterprises

Bharatsinh Madhavsinh Solanki - Drinking Water & Sanitation

Sachin Pilot - Corporate Affairs

Jitendra Singh - Youth Affairs and Sports




MINISTERS OF STATE

Shashi Tharoor - Human Resource Development

Kodikunnil Suresh - Labour & Employment

Tariq Anwar - Agriculture & food Processing Industries

K J Surya Prakash Reddy - Railways

Ranee Narah - Tribal Affairs

Adhir Ranjan Chowdhury - Railways

Abu Hasen Khan Choudhury - Health & Family Welfere

Sarvey Sathyanarayana - Road Transports & Highways

Ninong Ering - Minority Affairs

Deepa Dasmunsi - Urban Development

Porika Balram Naik - Social Justice & Enpowerment

Kruparani Killi - Communications & Information Technology

Lalchand Kataria - Defence

E Ahamed - External Affairs

D Purandeswari - Commerce & Industry
Jitin Prasada - Defence & Human Resource Development

S Jagathrakshakan - New & Renewable Energy

R P N Singh - Home Affairs


K C Venugopal - Civil Aviation

Rajeev Shukla - Parliamentary Affairs & Planning

...... With well wishes

Synonym of practice set-1

Synonym of PS-1 from

Objective English.........................

EAGER - CURIOUS

PLACID - CALM

COMMEMORATE - REMEMBER

DEIFY - WORKSHIP

AMENITIES - PRIVILEGES

DISPARITY - UNLIKENESS

BARBARIAN - UNCIVILISED

LETHAL - DEADLY

SERENE - CALM

GRUESOME - FRIGHTFULL

SECURE - SAFE

TYRANNY - CRUELTY

OBLIGATORY - REQUIRED

CONNOISSEUR - INTERPRETER

IMPETUOUS - RASH

NEBULOUS - VAGUE

WRATH - ANGER

ABANDON - DISCONTINUE

BASHFUL - SHY

GARNER - COLLECT

LETHARGY - LAXITY

VERATE - SCOLD

MORIBUND - DYING

REBATE - DISCOUNT

BEMOAN - LAMENT

SPITE - MALICE

PROLIFIC - FERTILE

DEBILITATE - WEAKEN

OSTENTATIOUS - SHOWY

AFFABLE - FRIENDLY

DEFLECT - PERVERT

DAWDLE - LOITER

EXORBITANT - EXCESSIVE

PIVOTAL - CRUCIAL

VULGAR - COARSE

OBVERSE - OPPOSITE

MIRTH - MERRIMENT

TERRIFIC - TERRIBLE

DILIGENT - INDUSTRIOUS

ABRIDGE - SHORTEN

WHIM - FANCY

DISSOLUTE - IMMORAL

FALSE - UNTRUE

ANATHEMA - CURSE

NIGGARD - MISER

PLACATE - APPEASE

ABNEGATION - SELF-DENIAL

SUPERVENE - INTERFERE

ABRADE - WEAR-OFF

SANGUINE - HOPEFUL


.....,...,.................. With well wishes , keep visiting for more chapters.
Thank you